Dear Bhaskar,
Try to control yourself. All people want 100% from you and want a perfect thing(?) may be as a son, as a brother, as a friend, as a teacher....and you can't tell them that you are not Mr. Perfect. All the things within you are tryimg to come out and that may be dengerous for all others and you too. They(??) may misuse your emotions. So I am telling you try to control yourself. THis is the only way to avoid the destruction.
Hope You will understand.
Yours Bhaskar.


Dear Bhaskar,
Thanks for your suggestion. I will try to follow that. The amount of water depends on the capacity of the dam, and when thechannels of the overloaded dam is opened, its cause nothing but destruction. I will try to hold my feelings and don't know when it will break and ............
Please be with me as I need you for everthing.
Yours Bhaskar
with prayers